The pain is not about the antecedent/precedent but more essentially the prescience that’s enc’om’passed in the presidence of each and every m’om’ent’s evolutionary nature.
Its time and again, all about w’here’s our core focus energies are being invested at any given m’om’ent in time.
Since, if we have not learnt fr’om’ the past and not honoring the present, then how/vow can the future acc’om’modate fulfillment of our respective ambitions/aspirations?
Because, if we keep leaving gaps-of hop, skip and jump-taking a leap fr’om’ somewhere to anywhere? means we are being abstract and ambiguous in our approach.
There’s no foundation/pillar to support our envisioning potentialities since we are all along being somewhere else? So when the roll call/attendance register of life is being tick marked, we will be marked as absent-solely because we are preferring to be in getting allured and carried away with-out/ought caring for paying ever greater degree of attentiveness to what’s/worth’s unfolding right now/right here and not just reminiscing and recapitulating and singing tunes that do not tend to attend to the respective responsibilities that we have so very privilegedly entrusted.
For in that way/weigh, we are betraying the goodwill of the remarkable entrustedness all along-and if someone were to likewise let us down, we would be furious; but then if we are letting down others, then they are likewise bound to be exasperated by our behavior/mysterious attitude of being intermittently absent.
This could go on and keep ever growing onus; whereby time and again, its not for someone else to come in and fill the blanks and gaps; rather, its earnestly our very sacred privilege to ensure that we are being ever present to/true life’s presence.
For that divine essence of life merits ever greater respectfulness not just symbolically or just to earn more brownie points or to short cut the way through and just pretend to be pretending to be present, while being mostly elsewhere?
Then too, life will tend to withhold the ever gracious privileges that we are entitled solely for the reason that we are betraying yet again life’s supreme entrusted by just vacillating and hovering like a asteroid and just monotonously doing without being in whatever’s being attended to.
We wear/were meant true be each representing the infinite graciousness of life whereby we seek to learn ever more better of the worthiness insight as well as outside apart fr’om’ fulfilling our respective c’om’mitments/duties and likewise characteristics-disciplines in a well defined and orderly = well prioritized “se;f awareness” manner.
There’s no point in just aimlessly going through life and expecting the lessons to be replayed all over again just to suit our egoistical convenience or lethargic dispositions, for s’om’e m’om’ents truly c’om’e only once/one’s in a/inner lifetime…….. cherish the privilege by being ever more well self aware disciplined/devotional orientatedness of the highest orderliness of due diligence/prudence/tenaciousness/vigilance and wisd’om’ at all given times/instances without any silly excuses/reasons … for life is not impressed with us trying to belittle and resent ourselves or others.
We have been given life truly as much as others have; where s’om’e are able to be/do far much more with less because their belief in life is ever c’om’mendably applaudable… when will we likewise learn true make life proud of us……..? not just m’om’entarily to get some award/incentive, but ensuring that this is an ab’solu’utely life long process that essentially entwined/aligned and convolving/evolving with each and every breath of our divya prana shakti sampoorna bhava=pure divine life force energies ab’soul’ute realization/fulfillment……Durge Devi NamoStute, Shiva Shakti bhava, Hari Om Tat Sat, God bless.
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